Hi guys,
I don't know how many people still remember me or my blog and its not your fault. I have been off circuit for more than three months now. It's strange that my last three posts have all come on 26th of a month and after three months now, here I am writing something.
I wonder what went wrong. It has been really difficult for me to sit down and write. I for one never wrote because I just had to write. I write because I enjoy writing. A mere 98 posts in four years indicates that. I always wrote because I felt like.
My work schedule isn't helping either. A new shift every two weeks hasn't helped me settle into any particular schedule. My weight issues weren't helping either, but thats one thing I will not complain about now. I have put my weight concerns to rest(I think) and I am feeling better about myself now.
This is going to be difficult,I have been through dry patches before and have come back out of it. I know I can write better than before but I have never felt this way before.
I will not give up on my writing. That is one thing for sure. I saw Nadal cry today when things weren't going his way on the tennis court. I don't think I have ever seen him so broken on the tennis court, but if I ask people today if he will fight back, almost every one will agree that he will. So from this I take inspiration. I know that the way back will not be easy but I will take the first steps and hope that the road will take care of itself.
Cheers
Shady West Side
I don't know how many people still remember me or my blog and its not your fault. I have been off circuit for more than three months now. It's strange that my last three posts have all come on 26th of a month and after three months now, here I am writing something.
I wonder what went wrong. It has been really difficult for me to sit down and write. I for one never wrote because I just had to write. I write because I enjoy writing. A mere 98 posts in four years indicates that. I always wrote because I felt like.
My work schedule isn't helping either. A new shift every two weeks hasn't helped me settle into any particular schedule. My weight issues weren't helping either, but thats one thing I will not complain about now. I have put my weight concerns to rest(I think) and I am feeling better about myself now.
This is going to be difficult,I have been through dry patches before and have come back out of it. I know I can write better than before but I have never felt this way before.
I will not give up on my writing. That is one thing for sure. I saw Nadal cry today when things weren't going his way on the tennis court. I don't think I have ever seen him so broken on the tennis court, but if I ask people today if he will fight back, almost every one will agree that he will. So from this I take inspiration. I know that the way back will not be easy but I will take the first steps and hope that the road will take care of itself.
Cheers
Shady West Side
5 comments:
great shahid..nice to see you back!
You have already taken the first step...by writing this post and rest of the things will fall in place too!
All the very best! :)
No worries...there r people who still remmeber you
and hey changing sleep patterns are goin to affect ur health ... so escape when u still can
@ jon: You know I expected you to be one of them...glad I am not wrong...thanks bro
@Shilpa: I will try my best..thats a promise
@Harman: Thanks
Good you posted, else I'd have most certainly forgotten ;-)
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